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You, I, Now From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (50 days old)

This empty space beside me Brings a sigh to my breast. But I know deep down That you are still with me. The hope in my soul Can never die, Because the bond that we share Is unbreakable, Solid,… more

! (18/9/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (51 days old)

Freedom! Awareness is Self-aware! Moving so fast That it Blinks In and out Of being. Travelling Everywhere At once. Time is An illusion. All there is Is… more

Ashes (15/9/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (54 days old)

Have you ever watched something burn? It glows bright and red, Then flickers into a dull crispy shadow. Does it seem that something remains? Touch it, as delicately, as gently as you can. What ha… more

Vomit (10/9/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (59 days old)

The taste Is bitter sweet. The irony Is a joke in itself. If nothing be wasted, Then what has become Of this? You choke On the seeds of your choices. The scars Remain on your skin. Like a… more

websites you ought to check out From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (62 days old)

www.anandavala.info/ from this site: "This work touches upon many subjects from the perspectives of System Science and Ancient Wisdom. It pivots upon four fundamental questions: What am I? What i… more

Waiting: A Question I Can't Answer (20/5/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (62 days old)

It's nice to think about. Holding your hand. Waking up beside you. Watching you sleep, as creepy as that may sound. I love the way you smell. Even when you're all hot and sweaty. The way you purse you… more

Running With Wolves (16/5/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (62 days old)

Lately I have been finding myself wanting to be alone. Wanting to distance myself from most people. avoiding phone calls, texts, and gatherings, anything that could lead me into talking to people. But… more

Inspired Again (9/3/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (62 days old)

You are me and I am you. What are we now going to do? Head towards a new direction, Onward bound this Love connection. Listen close and listen well, Much is said and yet to tell. See, discover, … more

Inspired (7/3/09) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (62 days old)

Inside me I have seen a light, Shining brilliant, ever so bright. Open the windows of the being, And shine beyond what you are seeing. Nevermore a drifter be, The light reveals what I must see. … more

A Gift From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (76 days old)

How empowering it is to be alone! It is a time for reflection and answers; a time for communion and growth. Conscious growth... What beauty we deny ourselves in our constructed lives, out of fear o… more

DNA Ascension A Sonic Tonic To Fire The 12 Codes Of Human DNA From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (80 days old)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXNZAf_x9zM… more

It's Been a While... From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (81 days old)

Yes, it's been quite a while. And apparently blog.co.uk missed me. Well, it really has been a long time since I wrote a damn thing on my blog. I have a few more poems and things to put up, but I think… more

To Peace (For C) - written 4/1/09 From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (303 days old)

Wrapped up In my cocoon of aloneness, The mirror reveals Who I have become. My mind, my life, Are in chaos. Eye can see the future, I know what must be done. I've toyed with death before, … more

Beyond Eternity (15/6/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (466 days old)

It’s senseless, I’m breathless, I just can’t do it all again. I can’t stop These arrows; They’re screaming through my brain. Wasting away, Every single day, Such pain is nothing you could kn… more

“I” Part Two (14/6/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (466 days old)

I want to bleed, But I have no body. I want to think, But I have no mind. I want to feel, But I have no soul. I. I am… I Am not.… more

Up Here (11/6/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (466 days old)

What I’d give For one moment Of silence. Everyday, Fragments, Meaningless words, Images, dreams. Shhh… They won’t shut up. No one listens. Neither do i. Cold. Always. It’s a long wait. Bu… more

“I” (11/6/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (466 days old)

Prophetic dreams, Now a distant whisper. Body fades to dust. Mind, a dull aftertaste. Soul lingers for a moment, Then dies Like a candle’s flame, Or like hope. All is gone, So what remains?… more

Death (5/6/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (466 days old)

Woe. Day has turned now To Night. Tis the end. What ho? The sun rises! Tis a new day. Rejoice.… more

Dear Child of God (5/6/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (466 days old)

You live your life By the words of a book, And it’s words That you’ve put your faith in. How can you say That I’ve forgotten God, When you don’t even know Who God is? You, who call yourself … more

my war (26/5/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (531 days old)

My cryptic cries ignored, For none can open their minds, I walk alone in an empty dream Where death is life's ambition. Angels sing and demons cackle As their kingdoms clash on earth. And the … more

A Poet's Tragedy (26/5/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (531 days old)

These nonsense words Express our emotions. The words we so despise Are the only friends we have. And should the day come When the words just disappear, We will finally have something To write a… more

Mad (12/4/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (531 days old)

they're all just going to tell you that i'm mad. i guess i am then just like they're all mad to me. don't blame you. i'm nothing like the rest of the world. and you people see that as a bad thi… more

My Madness (4/4/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (583 days old)

When the world has lost all meaning, And there’s just nothing else, My madness will speak to yours, And yours to mine. Beauty in everything and nothing. I “love” you. Fools weep over shattered… more

alive From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (596 days old)

do you know the value of a decade? the value of a year? a month, a week, a day, an hour, a minute... do you know the value of a second? in one moment, you could be gone. in one moment, you could lose … more

One Night (10/3/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (598 days old)

One night. That’s all he had with her. He had to make the most of it. From the moment he set eyes on her, she was all he could see, and what a beautiful sight she was, this creature of the night. He l… more

note to self From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (601 days old)

you are nothing. a microscopic spec in a void of stained memories. that's all you are, and that's all you ever will be. go to hell and die bitch. it's where you belong.… more

Daddy's Got a Secret From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (610 days old)

Daddy's got a secret That he wants to share with you. Really, Daddy dearest? Really, is it true? Yes my little Pumpkin, I really really do. A very special secret, Just between us two. Come w… more

Lull a Bye (4/3/08) From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (614 days old)

Hush little baby, don’t you cry, Or Mama’s gonna give you a big black eye. And if that punch is just too hard, Mama’ll have to bury you in the yard. If the yard is too damn wet, Mama’s gonna have… more

size From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (617 days old)

yes, it DOES matter...… more

Message in Verse From beautiful_nightmare in Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the freakshow! (623 days old)

For those who seek to mend the mind, Answers you shall duly find. For when you open up your eyes, Prepare to see a big surprise. Look into the deepest depths, Feels the wind that is your breath… more